I feel nothing

Thoughts could it be just running through my
mind worries of both past and future
What is to come what will be Where?
Sleepless is my body and mind yet full
I feel no pain nor anger nor saddness
just a feeling of what shall be When?
Do I hunger for something deep inside
that I do not yet know what it is
Tears I feel hidden yet I cannot shed
Not of the kind that make you sad
but ones that say its time to let go
These are the thoughts that race my
mind aimless and wandering thoughts
Of here there today tommorrow of yesterday
Let my mind expand its riches let
it be free from the binds that hold them
back from whatever holds it captive

Cat Jan 23/06